Voorjaar 2017 at ik 108 dagen niet en dronk ook geen water. Ik werkte volgens een systeem aan mijn algehele holistische gezondheid. Het heeft me een aantal wonderen gebracht en ik haalde de eindstreep met glans.
Na de Sleutel van 108 dagen voedingsinitiatie gekregen te hebben, heb ik een getuigenis geschreven.
Hij werd gepubliceerd in de groep van Master Fast System, het programma dat ik volgde.
Nu presenteer ik hem ook aan jou. Vrijwel ongewijzigd, en in het Engels.
Daarna ben ik geïnterviewd voor de 21.000 mensen grote MFS community op live video, over mijn ervaringen, door de maker van het systeem, Gino di Serio uit Canada.
Die wereldwijde uitzending is nu beschikbaar op video. Het was feitelijk in de nacht van zaterdag op zondag in onze tijdzone, van 1 tot 3 uur, vanwege de internationale community, dus je kunt wel nagaan waarom het bij mij vrij donker is - en ik was ook best moe op het eind van de drie (!) uur die het duurde.
- En dan nu mijn volledige getuigenis. - Enjoy!
“Master Fast System opened fully my Compassionate Heart by removing the physical blocks effectively and efficiently that my body told me to give a chance to finally leave. Literal space and nothingness is filling itself in now by the attraction of all what I always longing for: people who dream of me and come to me for healing.” PEJ.
*From Red to Green: the colour shift of my MFS phase now
-My MFS 108 Key Holder Testimonial-
Red to Green: that’s where I moved. Because after the fast, you consume differently. From mason jars filled to the rim with deep red fluid, to those with bright green liquids. From passionately Burning the old away, and Healing - to Cooling down the fire after it felt enough for this timeframe, and Peace.
And: yes wow was I passionate on my 108 days of Master Fast system that I finished last Friday at 8 pm. I remember being sick and still Skype with clients, to take in “bad” tasting tinctures and additions such as turpentine for days and then weeks on end without the comfort of a food technical reward in between at all, to almost cry at the parting with thick black MP ropes and decimeters of worm representing everything I loved in my former life. I remember puking and pooping at once and I remember dying on a sleeping outside session. “Thank you for my life,” I said. “It was wonderful. I am done now. If it’s over, I am good with it.”
But I got up again.
To wrap my journey up now, I made a testimonial at three days after breaking, which is not much and really not an “after” since I expect to and planned for an additional 108 days of moving out and shifting further. Not only do I flow into a new food spectrum now, a new mission incarnation that I prepared many years and especially while on Master Fast System, I also expect to heal even more and new things still - and gain a better perspective on what it all brought me by creating a bit of time and space to process and translate.
But I am after the initial emotions of breaking now. So I can write.
Doing 108 days of Master fast System is the byproduct for me of a spiritual unfoldment, so a life mission unfoldment, in which I - in this episode - learned a bit more about food by learning about no-food. And thus about the fullness of life by the presence of the lack of it. A time during which I was able to also, by purely diving into my soul understanding, finish my own Creative ID food system, as an addition to what we already created the past years in flow-coaching methods. Nevertheless I’ve never experienced such a brilliance and depth in a food system - and I also did not expect to find that, I just found it: I was at the right place at the right timing, apparently.
Life consists of many initiations. Love, work, health, food and other major topics in life provide us pieces of (sometimes deep, multi generationally and multidimensional seated) challenges that we, when we finally learn to turn them around and see the beauty of those shards, will celebrate later as the treasures of true life depth. These initiations are what makes you You and form within your souls what you later on are able to contribute to the world, to others, in compassion and devotion.
My finished 108 days of no food and no water, are but one of the initiations I went through - and an easy one too, in comparison, because of the effectiveness of the system that makes it so easy and quick. I feel at this moment there are 12 initiations that have to do with me and I will sort it all out further the coming days, why and how I mean that. But.
There is in fact only 1 big initiation for everyone and always - and that is: stop manipulating yourself.
In other words: become natural, in your unique way. Last Thursday I had a talk with an eager client about the opportunity to learn about unconditional love that arose in his life unexpectedly and now gets more shape, also by coming to me and tasting that topic together. To be invited by life to turn everything in your life in the new unconditional love light is an amazing opportunity, that reaches some people for whom it is meant *now*.
Turning around every stone in your life may seem the resulting ‘work’ though: it is an organically and universally driven process and it can take long or short - but every moment there is an opening for the first drop to enter. Seen in another perspective, we never get any further then that first drop. Nobody. It’s ALWAYS the first drop in that moment - and your openness to receive that cannot be trained into you; it can only be opened consciously by letting go of what holds you apart from it.
We are often unaware how we manipulate ourselves, that’s the problem… Because we lack a living example. We lack experience in what that means practically. Often it is only a wish or a vision or an ideal, in other words: an illusion to a certain extend. The unmanipulated state of You is an unknown factor however we can be sure it exists when you do. - How to make the connection to it Real?
*My Motivation for 108 days of Master Fast System
My official motivational letter to myself on the forehand:
- Losing the physical remnants of emotions on a cell level
- Losing emotions that make me come across arrogant or sarcastic because I am unhappy with my life as a whole and my practical daily life as well
- Losing the emotions of that I feel not met in my needs because I don’t have a partner, children, money
- Losing the emotions of that that I put the male and female energetic powers from within me, always outside of myself
- Loosing the fear for how important my looks are and loosing my fear for the judgement of others
- I feel there is dirt in my intestines that wants to go and waits till I give it a fair chance to leave indeed
- I feel my kidneys wish very much to want to learn to function in a better fashion - and with that, loose the attached fears as well - and that was all really, for my motivational letter! I feel now that I got all checked now, so I pleased myself enormously.
More unraveled and put into actual life situational words that would be among others:
- Become a better coach and more present for my clients
- Become a more collected entrepreneur
- Get fit and fertile for possible pregnancy in future (2 children have come to me in spirit that want to come through me)
- My intestines asked me to do something so that they could please old gunk safely but also hugely and effectively
- Lose my social anxiety
- After 9 years of testing and trial and error in the main area’s of my life such as mission, work, life partner, health and food, time for a new episode and making physical body space for that as well
- Getting happy after a whole lot of life circumstances did not turn out as winners to say it mildly, more precisely: getting happy as is, with nothing, just plain me with no results and no aim for them
- Becoming a better potential partner, more open, more present, more responsible emotionally
- Getting rid of many small imbalances in my body that past couple of years got bigger and bigger I have to say, like ears, nose etc
- The longing for creating a better ground for sustainable health then I achieved past 6 years when I was already on that path clearly (but I was not raw vegan nor HCLF, I did not juice, and I was not exclusive meaning I added whatever I felt like in between an actually quite well-working at that time, more or less healthy scheme, which consisted of: no bread, no pasta, lots of rice, lots of vegetables, lots of fruit also in the form of smoothies, lots of oats, not much dairy, no meat, nuts, nut milk, himalaya salt, ginger, curcuma, garlic, onions and such, some fish - but then I alternated this base with stuff like milk in coffee ordered in bars, with store bought pizza, with occasional meat on pizza, with dairy in cheap store bought potato salads, lots of red and white wine and on and off loads of cigarettes too… I fasted since approximately 12 years or so at least 10 days a year but that was the 5 days rice then 5 days fruit, last couple of years I did such fasts or similar more and more though but the phases of cigarettes etc also gotten bigger it seemed! so: time for a deeper rooted and more sustainable solution by eliminating remnants of old…: emotions, in fact)
- Giving peace a full chance in my life
- Catapult myself to a new life in which my World Peace Mission is more in it’s rightful place
- Becoming reborn in my own soul life - the meant individual incarnation for now, here, this
- To make possible and come come true a grand step in my eating pattern and make that step sustainable by removing remnants of 37 years of eating and parasites
- To search for another home for my parasites and adding to the space in my own house
*My choice of MFS Recipe
First of all, I want to bow to you all, you knights of the Holistic Health Wave (the MFS group members). And especially for the ones I see arriving very recently now: I loved to see how much people want to - apparently! - get to Truth and Bone with their health. I applaud you when you even entered, but the amount of people saying “I am on day 1 now” or seriously trying to arrive there, is stunning and encouraging to me. - May you feel very welcomed here and I wish you a pleasant journey while digging deep.
I choose full protocol MFS (at that time there was only hybrid next to it in protocol and that’s for children and elderly, also when I would have started now I would have chosen full MFS btw) for an unknown length of time; I did not want to put myself up for a disappointment by saying I would have to do 108 days or whichever length (well yeah: 40 or over for sure), but I made notes in my working and private schedule to be able to achieve so and also worked exactly around that timeframe financially and work plan technically as well. So in the end I could only do 108 haha, because otherwise I would have created another problem for myself and since I am recovering from bankruptcy alongside so many other things, this journey was full of no-go area’s - in other words: there was only the road less traveled before me and nothing else anymore. Life had already taken care of that: no children, no partner, no money, no clients (almost anymore), no friends (almost anymore), et cetera, and now I added no food and no water, to be full circle and start a new life - you see.
I used Star Formation 4 as the tincture kit, which is not guideline and I would not recommend this to anybody for that reason. I added loads of hand picked herbs, turpentine and so on for that reason as well, also I blessed my drinks, meditated lots etc just to be safe - and did still feel safe myself, otherwise I definitely would have stopped myself doing this. Reason was… well I guess you could say mainly financial.
I bought most of my MFS gear in Bitcoin, which worked absolutely brilliant for me, since I had a client paying me in that digital currency I am into (professionally as well, as topic) since 3,5 years. That way, I was also able to buy lots of stuff for my Future of Food, since the Bitcoin exchange rate was going higher and higher and higher at a certain point in my fast. From the overnight gains I could buy the next gear, let’s say a juicer the next day. - Really! (At this point btw I am thrown free stuff on my path, even today I reached a new peek in free quality stuff I did not even know I needed. That way I for instance also aqcuired a “pig sized” freezer that is being stashed with ripe, fresh, local fruit now in my garage.)
I donated 1 Dollar per MFS day (or will do so for the last half), and you can do that so much better as well, I am sure of that!
What did I use/do, for instance:
*skip rope 5 mins daily for some weeks instead of trampoline which I after some research considered too expensive for now
*dry brush skin twice a day for most of the time
*use turpentine 1 teaspoon a day (sometimes 2) approximately 4 days a week for weeks in a row and then sometimes (not in protocol!)
*massage hands and feet with burnt stick every day except last 20 days or so
*meditate and breath prayer every day for 1-2 hours, last circa 20 days less because more working
*replace all kinds of daily personal care stuff with natural, self made versions like toothpaste, face cleanser, deodorant, toilet spray, house cleaning liquids, vaporizer
*steaming with herbs a couple of times
*vaginal steams a couple of times
*salt baths 1-2 times a week after I bought my bath for that goal half way 108
*make walks in nature around the corner of 45 mins to 2 hours
*pick wild local herbs by hand, look them up in herb bible and use them for kidney tea and more usages
*write in group where I stood and what I felt
*read in group and talk to you guys ’n girls
*running 1-2 times a week 4 kilometer but I quitted at circa day 30-40 because I did not want to tire myself needlessly and I did not feel for it that much anymore
*sauna and letting myself be massaged 1x on my birthday around half way
*colonic 1x around day 60
*enema’s daily 2-10 liter depending on when I felt cleared, so series of enema’s I took, sometimes I needed more then 2 hours for that (tops 3 perhaps)
*create a Poop Museum from all MP poop pictures I collected (photographed most of it and the most dramatic ones for sure)
*oil pull with coconut oil on evenings 20 min+
*sun on skin 1h per day or some, at least with face and hands, best times were in underwear or even less on balcony which in the end I did not even care anymore if a neighbor saw me - all that counted was me in the sun
*432Hz tuning fork to tune body, liquids and tools every time
*GANS pads and water
*essential oils: eucalyptus, pine and a flowery complex scent especially named after Maha Chohan/Holy Spirit
*prayer over my TnT mainly, less on my juice+lemon and the rest of daily intake and tools
*poultices with twice cooked herbs for tea
*neti pot from day 60 on approximately, with enema water, circa 2 pots per side per day
*set goals on the forehand and put them in my ritual manifestation bowl
*write intentions on my drinking jars
*fork for scooping awards out of toilet and phone to photograph them and give them a place in Poop Museum
*castor oil packs after 108 (now)
*crystals in my drinking jars and other usages
*hot/cold water bottle on back of head: amazing & so easy
*what did I forgot to mention…
I started off with 36h dry dry fast and ended my 108 with 108h wet dry (after which I had another 36h of finishing off with normal protocol).
I build the intake of Plasma Pudding from 1 teaspoon on day 3 to 2-3 tablespoons 4 times a week approximately.
Red juice and lemon: first half I took mainly a thicker, more expensive, biological (in The Netherlands not such a scam) red grape juice, second half I took mainly the somewhat cheaper Merlot red grape juice juice from the most well known super markets brands luxury brand, that also worked fine in fact I found. Black grapes were not really possible here as store bought pasteurized bottles (I could’ve imported when more money). I added some of other dark red pasteurized store bought bottles and mixed bits into my standard grape juice a lot in first half, for the fun of it and to experiment and because I could buy them in the local Bitcoin biological store: cherry, cranberry, blackberry, prune, pomegranate… but in the end I did not even find them THAT much of an additional value (and expensive too), except from prune which made my MP come out more easy indeed as suggested. First half I added the juice of 1 lemon I think per liter approximately, later on I went to pasteurized store bought lemon juice in bottles, biological and paid in Bitcoin: I found this to be working well and convenient. In the beginning I drank 700 ml per day plus the amount for Plasma Pudding, later I upped my juice to 1 liter, and in the last 30 days I upped again to 1,5-1,7 l perhaps for drinking alone (not Plasma Pudding) max.
Tea and Tinctures: Bells’ kidney tea was my base for all tea moments, always; the two packages were abundant for 108 days, which surprised me actually. Since day 1 I started adding loads of other herbs that I loved like for instance fennel seed (my fav) and also hand picked wild herbs such as dandelion, I made a whole art of this I must admit. I drank in the morning and in the evening a large cup of tea (300 ml) and after some trial and error I kept it at adding my tinctures to the team when in cup (or rather add tea to the tincture that already was in the cup and was blessed by me extensively). I did whole 108 days with 250 ml of tincture, and there is still some left. Guess I took 2 ml morning and 2 evenings approximately, and I dosed with dropper pretty loosely meaning: I did it intuitively mainly, after checking what the amount should be approximately. At day 60+ I started to realize that I perhaps took not the full amount that was advised. Last weeks I started to take more, also driven by the sight of there still being lots I have to say, plus my notion of being a long time into the fast so perhaps needing it.
Green juice: not taken, only I added to grape juice some medicinal ‘green’ stuff like juiced garlic, curcuma and ginger, stuff like that.
Broth: in first 60 days mainly I sometimes took my kidney tea to the broth level, after that it was a bit less my inclination again.
Bubbly: LOVE it. I crave it now, after my 108. Start weekly dry and closure of weekly dry, sometimes at closing twice.
Coconut water: after weekly dry I treated myself with 1 liter of coconut juice, I think I did this every time, after the closing Bubbly, and it worked very very well for me: I loved it, it felt live a super hydrating treat, I looked forward to it, it felt good and did not cause cravings as I sometimes heard in the group (yeah well I did not really have these cravings at all…)
My daily dry’s were 12-16 hours and were not always on the same time, depending on my day schedule. My weekly dry’s were most of the time 48-60 hours long, in the beginning perhaps a few times 36h and near the end I also tried to restrain myself a bit and not go too long dry in the weekends because of going the distance of 108 now (only last three weeks or so I dared admit fully to myself I was going 108, I mean… I wanted to see where I was and stay open all the time - you see). Monthly dry 72h I did once. My closing dry for 108 celebration was 4,5 days long so approximately 108h (which I liked, but I did not consciously do that: 108). I seemed to LOVE dry’s, this was what I was unconsciously looking for in my soul, when I found MFS I feel. My soul remembered this tool and it awoke as a desire to even go there. I started looking forward to my weekly dry’s a lot after two weeks or so already: those times were hassle free, you had all the time for yourself and your meditation or work or social focus or whatever and the dry would open you to the most profound spiritual experiences and emotional healing: a-ma-zing.
I loved to go creative within the protocol guidelines, so I tried Plasma Pudding fruit leathers for instance, and all the stuff you saw me doing on pics in my many posts (in the Facebook Group Master Fast System, you can enter it as well if you like and have a look around, also, you can find my many long posts back by searching on my name in the search box over there): make my own herbal tincture wine, conjure up creative broths, expanding my balcony herbal garden et cetera.
*Some of my MFS Results
Intestinal output, very visible not able to overlook stuffs:
8 meters of Mucoid Plaque out or however long, at least the length of my GI track, with decimeters per day
Mucoid plaque release most days consecutively, with decimeters at the time, only last few weeks less - and less dramatic dosages
30 centimeter round worm out
Hand full of jelly fish like big parasites out
Coughed up MP for some weeks in a row
Puked out pure liquid see-through acid twice
Lots of sediment in my urine mainly during weekly dry’s
I want to remind you that I lost my first decimeters of black, brown, green rubbery MP rope on day 3 right after my intake 36h dry without taking in anything yet that belongs to the liquid intake protocol pieces of MFS, well yes maybe 1 TnT but not sure. Especially I did not take any Plasma Pudding yet (that looks like food when you let it set in your working method but is indigestible and meant to work out toxins) at that time ever in life before and the two weeks after that I build Plasma Pudding intake slowly from 1 teaspoon to 1 table spoon (because some believe mucoid plaque you poop out is in fact that pudding, which I thus proved to be untrue, also, you can see the difference in substances very clearly when you pooped them out, you will find that soon enough when you would actually do the fast).
BTW Part of my Poop Museum (pictures) is published here: http://tinyurl.com/PoepMuseumExposed (Dutch article)
-Nausea around MP coming out so before enema, while enema and especially while releasing on toilet
-Sick when transitioning from weekly dry to weekly wet because then the loosened up dirt started to move to leave
-Puke, twice I believe, both upon gain from weekly dry to weekly wet zone
-Maybe a bit of skin going worse before better (like: greasy, pimples)
-Anger energy in leg muscle and leg joints, wanting to leave body towards earth, I helped them by daily massages topically
-Protruding eyes: from day 40 on perhaps I started to see this happening, worse and worse, slowly realizing it was related to thyroid, voice, honesty issues (that my mother also has), going to the end of 108 it got less and less already now
-Tired: sometimes I needed to put the brakes out and take a nap instead of steaming ahead in life and work etc, on the whole I did personally create a lot of time to do MFS as well as I could, meaning I cleared my schedule for weeks for it at first, until I went into other phases of MFS in which I felt safe within protocol and could plan my Future of Food, devote myself to making my house better and later my World Peace Mission based business, especially I got tired also in the last week in and around my 4,5 days closing dry, it was a deep let go before transitioning further to breaking and over the breaking point, I am still in that point in fact while writing now
-Emotions coming up and releasing: yes, talked long posts full about that, but in fact not a lot of shallow emotions with drama and crying, more on a deep soul level with a silent tear here and there - the moments I cried passionately revolved around the experience of purely being able to be alive, which happened for instance after my cold swim in nature at 8 degrees celsius on my third dry day on day circa 30
-Hunger: not really, especially also not in the first days where it is said you might feel hungry still; further, I noticed a lessening of the mental imagery of wanting food for fun in the overall period, which I had a lot at start (I watched food YouTube channels to inspire and mentally eat), but I did also find out deep seated multigenerational emotional bonds to fat and starchy foods that came up specifically in dream time, when I ate from that in a dream state and enjoyed it
-Thirst: not really, in my first hand full of weekly dry’s I was thirsty in my mouth and that lessened enormously and quickly I have to say; for the rest I found the biggest thirst we in fact have is an unquenchable thirst for the soul, which I gave it’s nectar every day by means a couple of series of deep meditational and prayerful food that I had present as here made nay my teacher, I remembered stuff, I looked stuff up on YT, I got prayer book tips from church mates and I heard meditation suggestions from the master healer duo from Arcturus I have contact with
-Memories bound to food (that was still stuck as waste in my GI track) and non-food memories too, of all my life episodes before
-Weight loss: I lost probably around 15 kilo’s, maybe a bit more, I think 20 kilo max, I don’t have scales and I did not check once, we did underwear pictures instead, remember, on day 3, 20, 40 and 80 or so (I don’t recollect by heard) where you can see I am getting skinnier, this was my biggest fear beforehand, because I did not want to loose weight, I hung on my pretty looks incredibly and was afraid of negative comments but it was less of a problem than I previously though mainly because I started to feel incredibly well and when I changed to fitting clothed realized I was still into the fashion of looking good like that as well, however I do wish to gain weight now in my next phase
-Sleeplessness: only a few times in the first 30 days I lay awake during the night, after that sleep became better and better and I needed less of it
-Dizzynes: yes on weekly dry’s I needed to be careful with standing up and sometimes I blacked out a few seconds grabbing myself on a door, which never went worse then that and I noticed that people did not even notice
-Blood pressure: no clue
-Heart palpitations: yes sometimes on deep end of weekly dry’s
-Body temperature: never measured but sometimes I was bit colder and sometimes a bit warmer yes, in sauna I noticed my heat resistibility went up dramatically (half way) and I could sit in 90 celsius sauna 30 mins with not much sweat even (!), also especially in the first 40 days on my weekly dry’s my body temperature rose and I could feel caused by my kidneys working hard and that felt good to me, what struck me was that I felt on the overall (and the second half) normal in temp, I remember someone asking me if I was cold and I did not even understand her question was related to me not eating, I just felt normal - and I had a lot less sun caused fatigue then her! Btw the sun could not hurt me anymore, no burn possible, I sat in sun for hours on end with no protection, absolutely in ecxtacy and feeling fully safe
-Faint: I did not faint, fantastic!
-I felt like a burning sensation in my sinuses for weeks, as a child with a very light fever and red cheeks
-Menstruation: first more times and more fluid, later less and second half disappeared completely, which is common when clean (also common when dirty and underweight but that is quite another thing if you believe it or not, because then your ovulation stops, all women who get clean reported to me their menstruation stopped but still ovulate, this is a forgotten thing for when it seems, but feels completely natural by now for me)
-Sexual: lessened interest in a natural way though
-Tongue grey, black, got clearer and clearer later on
-Death: I died on day… well approximately 30 in the night while sleeping on my balcony, being taken away in spirit by Holy Spirit in the form of Maha Chohan, he took me to his palace for teachings and surprisingly let me wake up the next day again in a new incarnation stage
Some of the benefits I received:
Brain fog gone
I feel more clear more often and saw that in playing piano for instance (432Hz tuned btw)
Suicidal thoughts gone
Insight in how my body actually truly functions
Understanding how to reset my health deeply for the rest of my life now, autonomously, which gives enormous peace
Clarity about who supports me and who doesn’t
No mental need to go back to old habits because the physical remnants are sufficiently gone
Clarity about the truth of the behavior of people around me
Consciousness into many toxic habits like knowing it better and using plastic
Being able to create much further in my creativity method because being clear and bright
Grateful to be alive as a bare fact
Feeling good in my emotional space most of the time, no draw backs
Being more able to stay emotionally present in formerly challenging situations
Overly fearfulness gone
Emotions let go on a physical cell level so cleared literally
Feeling prepared for motherhood
Established a longing for a sustainable clean diet
Mood stability, bigger capacity to let through me very big emotions without being thrown off course
More loving feelings towards myself, my cat, my house, my clients, my daily life, my family and strangers
Mended with family members in a new way, more accepting, full of being separate and being in relationship at the same time, not-wanting from them, so: unconditional
Take the time and space for me and my emotional wellbeing without ANY guilt is now more normalized then ever
I emotionally learned how to take care of myself finally and feel like a mother for myself constantly
MotherLove awoke within me literally energetically, that’s what we concluded in my latest soul coaching session too
Dancing, making music and the poetry scene became part of my life again after some years
I dated without fear on MFS AND on a dry even
I got such an emotional other perspective towards food, socializing and how to emotionally feel towards those things for me, it is so much more more then an addition to my life experience: it’s more like emotionally mastering the most basic human emotional behavior i.e. eating and not be dependent on social-emotional eating patterns of any kind anymore, this process went slow but steady throughout my fast, I fell into a fear of eating and socializing almost to protect myself at first the slowly I released all emotions I had gathered in my life towards food and eating and became more and more emotionally free in this life area, I felt that I first for instance could hardly enter a supermarkt without emotional restraint, and step by step this changed, and now I even stood in a butchers shop without any emotional attachment to what was going on there and asking very freely and openly for left over chicken carcasses for making MFS materials for my cat who is naturally a carnivore (answer: nope but come back next week - so who knows) and before I did not even dare to look at that store and feel bad, also dating on a dry and eating out while consuming nothing with him was mind shattering for instance, that was on my 54 day celebration too (half way) - and more
Going in-relationship with everyone and everything became a real possibility now, cleared out
My sexual energy got normalized so my hormones got also leveled out, my overly masturbation stopped
No more interest in overly flirtatious behavior which I unconsciously did before which attracted all kinds of wrong attention
In feel more capable to alter my behavior in a general sense now
Less overly showering and washing
Much less attention to precise good looks that I had
Knowing how to take truly good care of myself
A big leap in food behavior is now possible, feels
Inspiration and reset energy went from body to other area’s too: home, office, business, healing method
Having more time and energy at hand - and that meant doing a tremendous amount of practical stuff in my home and office that always still needed to be done
Got the actual energy to do the professional / mission breakthrough I was looking for for 1,5 years already but was too tired and depressed to get going
No smoking and drinking without any hassle, regrets or difficulty
Being better able to translate inspiration for life, love and work into real life much better
I learned how to accept my “different” behavior then the “the average person” a lot better
More social, more patient, more relationship with others and better able to sustainably create that
More natural and realistic confidence in my physical looks
My ability to see what "pushing" even is grew - I knew that as the main strategy to motivate myself, which never worked because you create an even big push against - and could be let go of
Idem ditto for “less is more”
Finally took the energy to study herbs which I always wanted but never took the actual energy and time; I opened my herb bible after years on the shelve
Study finally what I need to eat fully and in my own right
More energy, better capable to enter soul wisdom and soul energy
Endless creativity with multidimensional depth
Insight in the fundamental workings of the body on a spiritual level
Trusting body-soul combination much more
I was able to choose life fully again after a spiritual death experience while on MFS
Taking on my new part of incarnation that I am going to live now made much more easy
More depth and peace in meditation and prayer practice, able to longer be in meditation too without guidance
Flowing body and soul combination
I became a magical magnet of people, stuff and circumstances that soulfully belong to me without hassle or even wishlist: partner, piano, the right kind of shops, contacts, the right kind of MFS products available in shops close by even changed without asking, stuff like that; a freezer was thrown at me for free, now a carpet for a wonderful big meditation hall in my living room… etc etc
Getting free of the need to be understood fully
Toe nails gotten rid of long term formerly untreatable fungal infection (10 years or so)
Better skin and complexion, less oily, no cream needed whatsoever anymore, no more skin burn in sun
Finger nails better
The light cold/flu and sinus infection I constantly had for two years disappeared completely
Kidneys work now how they are supposed to
No more belly ache
In need of less sleep
Clean teething tongue
Feeling more grounded
PMS and menstruation pains now completely gone (were already gone for most part after energetic reset last year, this was more of the physical reset after that)
I saved money on food and health problems too
Taste bud reset: very sharp and natural taste now, overly need for sweet, farm salt gone, bitter is heaven now (representing healing too btw)
Eye colour and iris pattern are changing
Lost the need to wash my hair, body, face, hands all the time: physically - but mentally and emotionally too
Becoming hydrated on a cell level, percentage went up dramatically
I became heat resistant, could sit in sauna of 90 degrees celsius for 30 mins without blinking my eye and almost no sweat
My sight is healing dramatically, glasses are off now completely 100% of the time
My hair is good over 1 week, no need to wash it
*Closing Ceremony with Crystals
The day after my breaking-the-fast-evening, which again was last Friday, I found myself in a world of gemstones and crystals, as a guest of Jochem, who laid me down in a constellation of enormous rose quartz, citrine, crystal skulls and some other stones for 30 minutes. My future incarnation from Arcturus came to me, what I expected, and some energy processes could take place, adjustments, there was now a bit of room and time for that and it felt warm, streaming, flowing, my hand and foot chakra’s opened and a flower of energy grew out of my ecstatic heart area. I remembered lots about what I am going to do in the coming times in a new found fashion. Man, was I tired. This would be sweated out as it were, energetically now too.
After it, I sat in the sun for an hour or so, absorbing the Good from the Big Emotion and letting go of the Bad of it (there is no good and bad in this in truth but you get what I mean). At a certain point I began walking around to actually shop myself to death in the store LOL. As planned. I was surprised I was lead towards a standard with “cheap jewelry” and I even seemed to like some items that were not made out of the expensive materials. I tried on a necklace and loved it. I already saw a new yoni egg made out of rose quartz (instead of the obsidian one that I had carried for 4,5 days straight on my closing dry a couple of hours beforehand - that I could not take out as well btw because too dry it was hilarious and I accepted it as being The Whole Idea of my finishing dry and good for my sexual healing).
This shop has crystal skulls as specialty and I wanted to orient me further if that would be for me - well in fact for the two Arcturian master healers that is btw me in a future incarnation, so that they can get a better physical place in my workshop space and communicating with them gets better as well. So I gravitated there of course but was confused and unsure, so I wandered, asked some question et cetera and after a while BAM! I suddenly got it all together and I did not even want to almost - wanted to stay a bit away from commitment at first. Oh no! Now I did not only do a MFS that I could not pay for, now I committed to a crystal skull set consisting of the 5 (!) pieces I was lead for a few hundred Euro’s that I don’t currently have LOLLLLL… So, it will be alright, just like MFS, don’t you think.
Two black ice obsidian dragon heads are going to be placed on the edges of my shiny black 432 Hz piano that came home to me while on MFS as well. A black, normal obsidian skull with a serpent throughout it will be placed in the middle of the piano (representing the coming together of male and female, the kundalini, the cleaned GI track that is now not a desiring monster anymore but a bowing servant to it’s master: the soul). Two rose quartz skulls from Madagaskar will be placed in my living room / the workshop space in a spot where I already felt they were wanting to stand (and I now remember we had in my own creativity group a picture of me, two weeks ago or so, in which someone saw a heart in the window reflection and that was at that exact spot in my house where they want to stand, and I said: wow I don’t even see that heart myself there. But when I went looking in real life at that spot I placed two hearts in that corner already: a paper one and a wooden one - but THOSE were not even visible on the picture she saw the heart in.
Rest of the afternoon I was playing with them on the table, while talking with other guests and drinking tea. I had an amazing time. I left without them but I feel as though they traveled with me and the skulls began talking with me today before my minds eye so to speak. Jochem made a reservation for me. The yoni egg is in use now and the necklace as well - it all seemed a set, even the necklace was perfect with it all. It felt like the suit of a High Priestess all together and it pleased me extraordinarily - and fell together with the whole outfit that I apparently had chosen for that day to appear in. It had a sort of feeling of dichotomy in it (male/female, black/pink, skull/life, strong/soft etc) - and then the bridge between that, and that is indeed who I am.
*The Universe Watches Back At Us
Don’t you sometimes feel that the stars gaze back at us, when on a summer night you stare in the dark blue nothing?
I know I do.
And the truth is, they ARE watching back at us. In time, in dimension and in compassionate hindsight. And they inspire us to new adventures in openness, while not forgetting about the human stuff, the earthly secrets that only can be disclosed by living fully, without attachment, but fully, in all area’s and tastes.
I am only at the very beginning of that journey… of tastes… in life area’s… 37 Years old now, an open future, a fulfilled *now* - with *nothing* - and the perspective of owning some beautiful black and pink talking crystals that fell in my lap on “day 109”.
*Key Holder of Creativity
For me, Creativity is Key, I am Key Holder of Holistic Creativity in my own right as I was already one year before Master Fast System Found me. I am saying this because you might be interested in who I am, not because of trying to be better then anybody else. I always had some connection to keys already, before getting or even believing I could get the MFS Key of 108.
My name comes from Peter the disciple of Christ who traditionally holds the Key of Heaven. Petra also meaning Stone in Greek by the way, thus my love for gemstones and my usage of them in a ritual way in the fast in multiple ways. Past couple of years I kept finding keys and at the start of MFS I also found one on one of meditative strolls, a huge one, heavy, solid… I used it as a presse-papier for my MFS motivation in my manifestation bowl during my 108 days.
I salute you all with deep respect & I will lovingly carry my MFS Key.
I will be talking more in the MFS Post Group then here perhaps from now, for some time, we will see; in my own Group as well of course. I plan to remain MFS-minded and will most probably incorporate a sort of Mini Option from a few weeks in the future on that I have written out already in my weekly working schedule. I do not consider myself “clean” or “finished” (then I would be lying in my coffin, as my spiritual teacher used to say), but I am fulfilled with the notion I reached my goals for this timeframe in my life fully.
Master Fast System to me was efficient and effective in it’s working, soulful and brilliant in it’s wisdom, easy and fun in it’s practicality. The family in this group was a great learning school in all kinds of ways, particularly emotionally - I mean how many times did I return to the Group and wrote how I saw what I was doing and how I longed for a solution of my own emotional misbehavior here! at least a couple of times -, and I will miss the presence of all of you immensely, but there is a need in my life to focus elsewhere too, because people need my healing presence in other area’s.
Transitioning is a challenge but I begin to get the hang of it now. Mentally I thought that transferring into an eating person again, would be a feast but I body-soul-wise did not feel anything for food, eating, even another kind of liquid, at first. Now after some days of Green Light ;-) I am on my way: food (or rather still: other liquids!) have clicked emotionally with me again now. I studied for my Food Future while on MFS, I got myself new cooking and eating gear, I wrote an eating plan and today I even wrote new intentions - yes I put them as a blessing on my drinking jars - a new blessing text! - but it feels like new goals for my breaking time, the next approximately 100 days.
My cat Stella Maris will go on a bit of MFS real soon by the way, thanks to Michelle. <3
LOVE & Co-Creation,
Plasma Love always flowing,
The Herbs are our Friends & Bubbly Rocks,
You gotta love Dry’s & Enema is the most amazing Tool eva,
I just Feel Better, more in my Hearts Mission & that’s what counts; my intestines asked me last summer to create space so they could release and that finally got taken care of now sufficiently for this timeframe,
TNX Gino & Rana,
I appeared on the MFS Saturday Night Live Zoom Call the Saturday one week after breaking, and you can now watch the episode on the Master Fast System YouTube channel.
The day after that live broadcast, for locals, we had my Fruit Feast: my summery celebration party for friends of any kind, in Arnhem, The Netherlands, which was a great and sensitive time shared. <3
The realization of having become part time breatharian by now is still stunning to me - the emotion will settle more though, I feel, in the upcoming times.
.. of the prunes and blackberries - that one was significant for breaking the fast because the Universe just threw this fruit literally in my lap, and I was not even looking for it. Of course it is summer so ripe fruit is abundantly present - but I did not even expect to find it or anything.
Fruit is part of my current building plan after the 108 days of fasting. This fruit fell in my lap today, for free, present from the universe, I did not even look for it, it just crossed my path. The yellow prunes literally fell out of the sky. Very ripe. I ate Luke warm blended fruit soup tonight. I am more then delighted and have no words.
The Universe is carrying me now - and the required and soulfully correct emotional connection with food is being created within me. I am so helped as well, by invisible wings. Speechless, I kept on saying “Amazing, amazing…” to myself while eating until satisfied.